things...that...yeah.

So I haven't "blogged" in a bit. I'm sitting at work with NOTHING to work on, but 8 minutes and I can go home. I've had several health problems lately, and I'm sure some of them are directly related to the fact that I am slightly overweight. And rediculously unhappy with that. I found out I have high blood pressure, and I'm unhappy with that. Things have become very stressful at my house, and I don't quite understand why.
Matt and I were married on April 4th, at 1 pm. My cousin is holding our wedding pictures, for whatever reason. I can access them online, however, I can only buy prints of them. I can't share with myspace, or facebook, or relatives who didn't get to come. Which pisses me off. So I'm fixing to lose my cool there as well. I emailed him yet again today. Pretty soon I will be losing cool with him. All I want is the pictures that I feel I have a right to, considering he was paid money for it and I received no goods. I'm angry.
Corban has clinic again tomorrow, I know his weight will be an issue. We've been slacking on his cpt, but I think he may run and jump a bit for that. I have got to do better, for him. He deserves it. He hasn't gained anything since we were up there last, in fact I'm guessing he lost weight. He ran a fever today, and I fear we're looking at bronchitis or something.
Courtleigh's father will graduate from the Marine Corps on May 22nd, and Courtleigh will screen for Kindergarten. She graduated Pre-Kindergarten today. I'm SOOO excited for her to start Kindy, but so afraid of how well I will take her being in school all day long. I don't know if I'm ready for this. It makes me ACHE for another baby. Although right now it's not the time, and I know it's not. I just keep taking the pills and telling myself no. Suppress those thoughts and desires. Baby could have CF anyway.
I have come to the conclusion I really miss my friends. And the ones that I've had over the years just seem to fall away. I can name one that's been there since Kindergarten, and one that came around just in the last year. I'm glad she did though, cause she's a great friend, and was the best bridesmaid I had at my wedding. Considering the other wanted nothing to do with it, and admitted it to me, the MORNING of my wedding. :( Oh well.
Clock say 4 pm, eyes say get these contacts out, so I'm gonna get.

wedding jitters

April 4th is fast arriving. What do i have left you may ask? EVERYTHING. LITERALLY.

Anyway...yeah idk..

I wish I had more done. I get a little more done each day...Yet I keep thinking about more that needs to be done. Guest book will be a plate..totally untraditional but cute. Everyone will sign it. I'm making most of everything. Invitations included.
Memo: I need to organize the little thingy that tells you what's happening and who/what ya know...remember to tell me that.
AND...just to make this even shorter...i'm going home! But I leave you with a picture of teegan and kids...:)

BAD ME

So, Idk if I posted it yet. But a few weeks ago, I received another package from my SP! It was so cool. Was I think 7 or 8 skeins of Mission Falls 1824 Cotton and a bottle of body cream/hand lotion from Bath and Body Work that was Enchanted Orchid. I LOVE IT! I haven't knitted with Cotton yet, but It will be GREAT for the #88 dish cloth I'm going to start! Its just the right color. I will try to get photos on here tonight, but since I'm at work, without my memory card, I hope Flickr will let me put them up here. I have gotten the order put in for the next package I will send to MY sp! Super Excited about that!! :)

My Christmas Gift arrived a month late! On Saturday January 24th, We welcomed home Teegan. A Yorkshire Terrier puppy. She is ADORABLE! I'm on the prowl for a pattern for a sweater for her, because the day we brought her home, a freakin' cold front came through and the poor little girl freezes when she goes potty. She's only 8 weeks old, so it's seemingly impossible to find a pattern for a teeny pup, and I'm not a professional, nor near intermediate knitter yet. Kelly says, maybe having to modify a pattern for my first sweater attempt won't be a good experience. I kinda have to agree. Anyway....Just remembered that I hadn't blogged about my SP package and I was excited about it!!!

ramblings of a tired woman's mind

blah! Omg...things are CRAZY! My dad lost his job the week of Christmas..throwing my finances for a loop. HOLY COW! Our wedding plans are now changing..and Heaven knows where/how. We're moving to North Carolina sometime around May or so. I got the official go ahead to plan wedding for February 14th!! YAY! That would be awesome. Maybe I can pull it off. IDK though. money being tight I don't know what it will be like. I picked the dress, 100 bucks. that's awesome.
Kelly and I decided to do a KAL, and she's making a sweater/vest thing for her baby, and I'm making one for my kiddos teddy bear. So far I have about half the back done...but I don't seem to be getting anywhere on the arm holes...i just don't have the energy to do it tonight. Started a scarf for a friend, get about 1/3 done, and I'm like, Oh this is AWFUL...so I junked it. And I was knitting two colors together, and had tried 3 seperate patterns...No matter how I tried it I couldn't get the colors seperated, and had to throw the whole skein away. (2 skeins really...but it's okay. they were on sale for cheap...I'm not too heart broken.) I know that's yarn abuse, but there was no hope for it! LOL! TERRIBLE! Anyway...I super need to start shopping for my SPs next gift! woohoO! Hope I make a good choice... anyway...off I go, I better start working again